Just cause

So now I wanna write a book. Just need to figure out how to publish without having to spend a lot of money. Hard to make money when you aint got none. That's how the poor stay poor I guess. You can make a good amount by saving and not doing anything. So long as you have a descent job and only pay for the basics. Shelter, food and electricity. Makes things harder though, no phone, no car no internet, would save a lot of money, but most can't really do that. No car means you need a close job, no phone means you need to live close to anyone that might need you and no internet means only being able to apply to jobs that have actual applications that aren't online. Also most jobs want you to have a number to contact so that makes it hard too.

People say that people used to have more money back in the day, I just think they had less to spend it on. Didn't have internet to pay for, only land line phones, food was cheaper (yet people also made less) cars weren't a necessity and if you had one, it wasn't against the law to not have insurance (if they even had that) health insurance wasn't a requirement and doctors were actually affordable.

The wealth gap wasn't all that different back then either. You still had rich and poor but there was also an in between. Now we seem to have the one percent and the working class. That's it. And the working class complains about each other. Like somehow you're superior to someone who doesn't have as many hours as you, or simply cause they're younger than you, you have superiority cause you've got "more experience". People don't work together anymore, its always trying to find a way to make yourself better than the next guy. I don't get it, why can't we help each other without worrying that we're gonna get screwed over? Why do people hate so much about others that they don't know? I hate people that I do know because I know what kind of person they are. But how can you make that judjment about someone you've never even talked to? Someone you've only seen passing by? When you don't even know their name? It doesn't make any sense.

Damn, I always get off from my original topic when writing these things. Doctors and friends call it ADHD and say I need meds. I say meds are evil and I can figure it out myself. I'm stil alive this long I think I can manage. Even if I forget where I was going when I leave the driveway, or decide to take a detour to Walmart when I was going to the post office. Sometimes I really don't see how its the ADHD, I was told mom brain is a real thing and I can blame it on that for the next 18 years

So Pokemon GO

Pokemon go got a new update. Trading is finally in the game. All you have to do is be friends with the people you're trading with (cause who really wants to take a strangers pokemon?) so people all over are already becoming friends with themselves. I mean cause who that still plays only have one account? My husband has 2 and my sister has 4 but oh no! We cant trade legendary until we're ultra friends! What fun is that? I actually have to play the game to get pokemon I want? That's not fair everything should just be handed to me and be made easy! Come on, I only wanted trading in the game so I wouldn't have to walk anywhere and mooch off the people that actually like playing the game!

This is just how I imagine all the people that complain about really any game that involves work and actually playing it and isn't super easy or mindless. I really do hate when I hear someone call themselves a gamer and they only play COD like you can play most any game with a multiplayer mode and do the same thing.
Now I'm not saying playing pokemon go makes you a gamer, in fact I probably only consider someone a gamer if they're played at least 10 different games and can actually tell me something about them.
Anyway go off topic, so yeah pokemon go wooh! New update and friends




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Fanfic: Fairy Tail

Some brutes from Ghoul Spirit were attacking a mage from Fairy Tail. He seemed to be weak and struggling to fight, but was still overpowering the dark guilders and almost had them defeated when suddenly, he vanished. A young girl in a black cloak appeared behind the attackers.

“What the hell?” One of them was about to attack the girl when they saw her.

“Don’t question it man, she saved our asses” He looked at the girl “Who are you?”

“I’m R... Hana” She turned away and ran. She wasn’t completely sure where she was going, yet she didn’t know that when she ran into these guys either. All she hopped was that she would end up somewhere that could help her.

She eventually stumbled upon a group of powerful looking wizards. She hid in a tree to watch what they were doing and if they had any magic that she could swipe. But she didn’t hide well enough.

“Who are you and what are you doing here?” Hana had been caught spying on Oracion Seis.

“I’m just passing through” She lied to Racer.

“I highly doubt that. You were watching us” Angel commented. Hana sighed knowing she’d have to take a different approach.

“You caught me. I wanted to see what magic you use. I’m a very curious person.”

“You want to see my magic huh?” Racer bolted past Hana and attempted to hit her from behind. She easily dodged it using speed magic. “She’s fast!” Hana spun around and kicked him in the head. All of a sudden, the earth began to move around her. She leapt into the air and sent a bolt of lightning at Hoteye. She then saw Angel holding a celestial spirit key and shocked her as well just before landing back on the ground.

“You have some very unique skills my dear. What is your name?” Brain inquired

“My name is Hana Rubia. So what can you do? I already know celestial and earth magic. And I have no need for that faulty perception altering shit cause I know real speed. You got anything new for me?”

“Would you be able to handle it?”

“I can handle anything you got.”

Hana had built up quite a reputation for herself over the years. She had become known as the Dark Angel of the dark guilds. Whenever she went out of a ‘safe zone’ she would wear a black cloak and mask (which only covered her eyes) to hide her identity from those who may have met her in the past. She didn’t want her secret out and prison didn’t sound like fun. After meeting Oracion Seis, she often watched over the smaller guilds that were following them by joining too see how they were doing.

“Back again I see” Racer greeted Hana, “You're always back so quick”

“That’s the job. Fast as I can”

“Are these ones faithful to us?” Brain asked.

“They would die for your cause. Just like all the rest.”

“Good...”

“And now you have another guild for me to scout out, don’t you?” Hana sighed “Not to go against your orders, but I would like to rest and I will do so here.”

“Very well. A day of rest, then you must go back to work.”

This one gets way more in depth then I ever imagined it would. Tons of back stories and side stories and fillers and all that. After re reading it, I feel like I was writing a whole new manga

Fanfic: Oran Host Club

“Mizuki, you're going to be late again.” Mizuki’s Aunt Claire called to her. She dragged herself out of her room. It’s been a month since her parents had died and she moved in with her aunt. Mizuki’s parents were commoners, but her aunt is extremely rich and refused to let her stay in a commenter school. So now she goes to Ouran High.

“Do I really have to wear this again?” Mizuki complained.

“You will wear the uniform and you will not complain.”

“Can I at least walk to school this time? It’s not all that far away.”

“No!” She had the limo driver Kizako, bring Mizuki to the school. She feels like she barely has to do anything in this school, it’s all too easy for her. So she spends most of her time wandering around.

While she was exploring today, one of the girls she had met, decided to drag her along to the Host Club. When they entered music room 3, Mizuki was very hesitant. There were tons of girls in there all spinning over the seven boys. Her friend

But one of the boys didn’t seem like a boy. I stared at him and realized that he was a she, I could tell by their actions, how they carried them-self, and their face was slightly more feminine than the other boys in here. My friend had run off with some other girls and one of the boys, so I figured I would ask the boy that seemed like he was in charge of this thing. I recognized him as Kyouya Ootori.

“Excuse me” I got his attention

“What can I do for you?”

“I was just wondering if you knew that one of the boys here is actually a...” I was cut off by a hand over my mouth.

“What are you talking about? Fujioka-san is obviously a male.” I removed the hand from my mouth and turned to face Tamaki Suoh. He’s very popular, not many students don't know him.

“I never said who I was talking about.” I pointed out, then realized what name he said “Wait, did you say Fujioka? As in Haruhi Fujioka? Is that her?” I gestured at the girl dressed as a boy. The boys standing in front of me looked at eachother then back at me. The next thing I know, I was in a different room with four boys. Tamaki, Kyouya, and 2 boys I’ve come to know as Mori and Honey.

“How do you know Haruhi?” Tamaki questioned me

“We used to go to school together.” I shrunk into a chair “Why am I being interrogated?”

“Whats going on in here?” The twins came into the room.

“This girl claims to know Haruhi.” Honey told them. The twins got on either side of me

“Oh really.” They looked at me “Hey, do we know you?”

Now obviously some will think its tacky and some will be intrigued. I don't know how to feel when I read my own writing because sometime I just want to know what I myself was thinking

Fanfic: Saints Row

Saints Row was one of my obsessions for a year back in high school so this was the product of that.

I’m not sure how it happened, but somehow I became leader of the Saints. Tom wasn’t supposed to die, nothing could kill him... ever. But it still happened, and since Johnny bit the dust during the plane bit, he was out, and that caused Shaundi to go completely out of it, so she was out too. Pierce was an obvious no just by knowing him. That left me, the 16 year old sister of a dead man. This is hard, especially trying to keep it from the other gangs to keep Saints authority. It’s getting to be way too much to handle. He just... it was only yesterday and already the other gangs are overrunning us. How could I possibly do this? Why did he leave the Saints to me? What made him think I could do this?

I heard someone knocking on my door. I contemplated jumping out the window incase it was just more bad new, but that seemed like a bad idea. I opened the door to Pierce standing on the other side. And the first thing to escape my lips,

“What's the news?” I walked out of the room and through the building, Pierce followed.

“Nothin’ major, just another store raid by the Morningstar.” Pierce spoke casually.

“Along with all the other shit we got going on, they raid a fucking store? Seriously?! I thought bro took them out?” I stopped and faced him then took a deep breath “Alright, what store is it?”

“Planet Saints”

“Fuck it. We can take care of that later, we’ve got plenty of those damn stores. What else we got going on?”

“Deckers are almost down, you wanna finish them off?”

“The computer nerds? Seems easy enough.” I went to the elevator, right before I stepped in Pierce placed his hand on my shoulder.

“You can do it, I know you can. And your brother knew too, why else would he leave you in charge?” He tried to comfort me.

“Lets hope I don’t let him down.” Me and Pierce stepped into the elevator and went down to the garage. I hopped on my favorite bike “Do you have your licence?”

“Do we follow the law?” No response was needed for that “Now hope on.”

“Can’t argue with that.” Pierce hopped on back and we drove to Kinzi’s warehouse. I’m not the best of drivers, but we got there in one piece.

“Brother might have been into the whole possible brain frying thing, but I’m not. Could you find out where he’s operating from?” I asked Kinzi right when I walked in.

“I’ve been trying, but he has a huge fire wall keeping me out, the only way to get to him is...”

“Through the simulation. Right. He doesn’t know about brother’s death?”

“They don’t know for a fact, but the words getting around.”

“Keep everyone thinking he’s alive. Make fake videos, radio calls, anything. Whatever you have to do to fool these dimwits. In the mean time I’ll find the guy in person, there's only so many places for him to hide. His name Matt Miller right? What’s he look like?”

“One sec,” Kinzi brought up a picture of a young man with black hair, brown eyes, and looked like he was wearing blue lipstick “Here you go. But I wouldn’t get too caught up on finding him. He probably doesn’t leave wherever he’s operating from.”

“How old is he?” I questioned suspiciously, he looked young, but he’s the leader of a gang, so he should be like 20 or something, right?

This one was written when I was 15-16 and turned out to be the most popular on Fanfiction.net probably because it was rated M for one chapter very late in the story. Sadly I was so disturbed by my own writing that I rage quit and never continued writing.

Fnafic: Naruto

This is another one I believe was started when I was 11 or 12 (a lot were). Naruto was like the biggest thing going on then so everybody was in on it.

Two weeks of tireless traveling, and finally I’ve made it to the Village Hidden in the Leaves. Now all that I need to do is get in. Just as I got close to the gate a small white puppy jumped on me, causing me to fall over, then it started licking my face.

“Down boy, down” I laughed as I tried to block my face from its tongue. All of a sudden his head perked up and he started growling. “What is it boy?” I stood as the little white furball leaped off of me. The little puppy was now a huge dog, bigger than myself. I then knowested a kunai flying at me, the dog ran between it and myself. The kunai hit him. “Oh god” I was about to over to tend to the dog when someone grabbed me from behind and held a kunai to my neck.

“What have you done!?” They hissed in my ear

“What! I didn’t...” He pressed the kunai against my throat, cutting me off

“What have you done to Akamaru?!”

“I didn’t do anything to him. He jumped...” I saw 3 shuriken flying at us “Look out!” Taking my free hand, I grabbed his kunai hand, pulling it away from my neck and pulling the stranger down.

“What the..?” He got up and ran in the direction the the throwing stars came from. I ran over to Akamaru to tend to his wound. I removed the kunai, then placed my hands over the wound, focusing my chakra to heal it. It worked, though it took a lot out of me. Akamaru got up and went to help his owner fight the ninjas he was battling. I decided to distract two of the ninjas and take them on myself so that the others only have to face the other two. They weren't very fast, so I took them out with ease. The others had beaten their opponents and came over to me. I saw the the great white beast had become an adorable little puppy again and was seated atop his owners head.

“Sorry about thinking you were the one who hurt Akamaru”

“It’s okay. If I saw from where you were, I probably would’ve thought the same thing. I’m Kazari” I help out my hand. He shook it

“I’m Kiba Inuzuka”

“...Kiba?”

“Is there something wrong?”

“I’m sorry, it’s just...” I got extremely light headed and began to lose my balance. I felt Kiba catch me then everything went black.

I'm not even sure most is this is spelled correctly but that's my best guess

Fanfic: Portal

This one went a little out there. Being portal and all there was only one real human character that everyone knows about. So I made the sores into peoples and added in some of my own. (I was 15 so I had to add in a bad word)

It’s junior year at Aperture High for Chell and Nocole. They’ve been moved into a new homeroom, with all new students, and to top it all off the school has a new principal. The homeroom has ten student’s. Mary, the teacher, began to speak.

“Sit down, shut up and listen to me.” The whole room silenced “Since it’s the first day, and all but two of you are new here, when I call your name stand up and say something about yourself. Or just sit right back down, I really don’t care. The book says you have to stand instead of saying ‘here’ because apparently, some of you can’t speak” She plopped down into her seat at the front of the class “Keven”

“Keven? Oh, oh! That’s me, Keven’s me! I’m Keven!” The strawberry blonde boy jumped out of his seat “I’m gonna go to space!”

“Thats nice. Now sit down. Molly” A girl in the back of class stood up. She had purple eyes and light purple hair. Molly didn’t say anything. She just stood up, then sat back down. “Mute. Ok so next, Mike.” A black haired boy with red eyes stood up.

“Fuck you all. I hate everything” Mike seated himself

“Fact, you should watch your fucking language” Greg said in a snarky tone

“Fuck? What’s that?” Lilly asked. As the havoc begun, Mary laid back in her chair, kicked her feet up on her desk, placed her hands behind her head and enjoyed the show. Mike and Greg were arguing about nonsense that was unable to be made out over their shouting. Chell and Molly sat in the back and wrote notes to each other. Rick began rating the girls. Keven was explaining space and everything about it to Lilly, who continuously asked more and more questions. Nocole was sitting on a table filing her nails. And Alex started naming off random cake ingredients to Wheatley, who had no clue what was going on.

“Mary,” Nocole jumped off the table. Mary looked up “I’m going to my locker.” Mary nodded, Nocole left the room. Rick watched her leave.

I don't really expect anyone that doesn't know all the stories my friends and I invented to understand what going on by this point. But it turns out to be a very mind boggling story

Fanfic: Hollywood Undead

This was from when I was 11. One of my friends started the story and I started writing my POV of the thing. Took me a few stories to get a different name to pick.

I’m walking home from the park where I was playing with my friend Brittany. When I got home I saw the lots of smoke and red fiery at the house. I runed inside and found mommy and daddy were on the ground on fire. I got really scared. I ran back to the park and cried. When I couldn’t cry any more I sang a sad song cause it made me feel less sadder. I’m only 5 but a really good singer. 2 older boys walked up to me. They looked like they were 15 or 16 and they had to be at least 12.

"Go away" I said

"What's wrong? We’re not going to hurt you"

"Mommy and daddy are on fire" I said trying to act like a big kid and not to show how sad I am

"How about you come live with our mommy and daddy?"

"Um..ok" I said. I didn’t know what else to do. The two boys took me to there house and told their mommy and daddy what happened to my mommy and daddy.

They took care of me for a few years, until the boys moved out and took me with them. They made a band then changed the name after adding more guys to the group.

a few years later

"Sami get up it’s 10 am!" J-Dog came into my room

"Do I have to?" I whined

"Yes. The bus leaves in 2 hours" He said

"Fine" I said as I lazily got out of bed. And J-Dog left my room. I looked at what I had for clothes. Living with the band has really given me an awesome wardrobe. Yet living with all boys all the time has made it hard to be a girl. Well anyway, I put on my fav top, a maroon color with a cool flower design on it and straps, and my fav pair of jeans, I made the whole band sign them. Then I looked in the mirror. My bra straps were showing, but that's okay, my hair is long enough to cover them. I have long brown hair with natural blonde streaks and it's kinda wavy. I always thought that my hair was stupid, and that my eyes were even stupider. But I always get complimented on my eyes. There light blue with a darker blue ring around them, but sometimes they're green or gray, it all depends on the type of day and my mood. Right now they’re blue. I decided I looked pretty good, so I went out to the living room.

Once again, much longer than what I'm putting out there. It's been edited since it was first written but its still could be better. The rest of the story takes place with my friends character and Marilyn Manson. It was kinda funky

Fanfic: Kingdom Hearts

This is a view to one of my first fan fiction stories. I started this when I was 12 years old and for the longest time would not share it.

“Hey Sami are you okay?” Selphie asked walking up behind the paopu tree, where I was sitting.

“Yeah I’m fine” I jumped off the tree to face her

“Why aren't you with Sora, Riku, and Kairi?” She paused for a minute “Come to think of it, you haven’t been around anyone much lately, why is that?”

“I don’t know. Its just that Sora and Riku seem like they're always trying to impress Kairi, and when I’m around them I feel ignored. Like they don’t want me there”

“Oh, come on, of course they want you around. About an hour ago Sora asked me, Tidus, and Wakka if we knew where you had been this past week, and why you seemed so sad. He sounded worried”

“Really?”

“Yeah, I think you should at least tell them you’re alright”

“Okay, I will” I started walking over the bridge “Oh, and Selphie... thanks”

“Your welcome” I smiled at her then went off to find the others. As I was walking I saw Riku. He looked like he was working on something.

“Hey, Riku!” I ran over to him

“Hey Sami, where’ve you been all week?” He stopped what he was doing and turned around to face me.

“Mostly in the secret spot, looking at what we drew on the walls when we were younger and mindlessly staring at the door, trying to think of what to write”

“Well did you get any ideas?”

“There is one I’ve been working on” I twiddled my thumbs

“Can I hear some of it?”

“Not right now, I need to find Sora. Do you know where he is?”

“Yeah, he’s looking for you. I think he went to the cave”

“Okay thanks” I hugged him then went off to look for Sora. When I got to the cave entrance I was just about to go in when...

“Sami!” Tidus came running over to me. When he reached me, he stopped and panted “Finally I found you! You know, Sora’s been looking for you all day”

“So I’ve heard. I was just about to see if he was in the cave, Riku said he was.” I said giving him a small smile

“Oh okay, well if he’s not in there I’ll tell you if I see him” Tidus stood up straight looking more energetic than he did five seconds ago. I nodded. Tidus ran off then I went into the cave. I heard someone talking.

“Was it something I said? Was it something I did?” I kept walking until I got to the opening. Sora walking around practically yelling at himself “Even if she did make it through the door why!!! Was it Riku? Kairi? Me!?” He hit the wall.

“Umm...Sora?” I walked in slowly “Is everything okay?”

“Sam?” He turned around “Sami!!” He ran up and hugged me, lifting me off the ground “I’m so glad you're still here” He put me down.

“Duh I’m still here, where else would I be?”

“I kinda thought you found a way through the door” He put a hand on the back of his head giving a stupid smile. I giggled.

Now obviously that's not all of it. This particular story is one I kept up with in through high school and probably has like 30 chapters. This was the first page and I think it says enough about how 12 year old me wrote

Guess this is how we start

Going through life when you've started on the bottom can be really hard. And crawling up the ladder feels more like dragging yourself with two broken legs. When you start with nothing it's easy to think that it can turn into something. And my greatest achievement has been managing to rent the same place for 2 years.
Growing up the longest I stayed in the same house was 3 years. Then my parents got divorced and I spend the rest of my school live basically being tossed between the parents depending on which one could afford us at the time. It was tough. I learned not to make too many friends (or at least not get too close). It was hard because I love people and I want to make everyone around me happy.
So any who, lets skip the whole backstory and just kinda get to the topics at had... there is no specific topic at hand, honestly i'm just doing this cause I'm a stay at home mom who gets really bored easily. I was thinking what I really wanna do is share with the world (or just whoever wants to read this) things I wrote when I was young. Like 12 young. It'll mostly be fan fictions, I used to write a lot of those. So please, if you wish to enjoy those and forget about your daily life, continue to follow/read/ I don't know how this works and will figure it out.